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Out of the Dark Through my open window, drifts a nighthawk’s buzz, Echoing off the mountain, a barred owl’s call, Comes the startled cry of a bird disturbed. Framed against the sky Whispering fragile leaves Shaken by soft winds, Dance on inky trees.
I never shut my window, Though through my open window Comes rain or damp or cold. No, I never shut my window anymore.
For how else would I know When the woods fall into silence And we’ve had an early snow? Or that geese are on the wing And honking their good-byes? So too I mourn the rabbit Screeching against his death, And shudder as icy branches come crashing to the ground, And listen to the bobcat scream, padding on the prowl. Wildness runs in my blood, When I hear the coyotes howl.
I never shut my window, Though through my open window Come fearful shrieks and sounds. No, I never shut my window anymore.
For how else would I know The earthy humid scent Of old decaying leaves ? Or that raucous loons are yodeling their mournful sounds? And would I be aware when the deer step lightly past, If I couldn’t hear the crunch of dry leaves in their path? As night settles in, I strain to hear Mysterious noises Filling up the air.
May I never shut my window, Though through that open window Comes peace or darkest grief. May I never shut my window – anymore.
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Time (excerpt from upcoming book) One can no more divide a river and say Here flows water from one stream and And there it flows from another, Than one can sever time to proclaim Over here flows the past and Over there starts the future -- Caperton Tissot
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* Excerpt from Edna McGonegal’s Story (upcoming book) The next day, Bob brought Edna to the beautiful village of They took their meals across the street at the Alpine Hotel, a respectable, tile-floored, and clean establishment, located where there is now a public parking lot on Broadway across from
>The Alpine Hotel served as the first dormitory for Paul Smith’s College students, and later as quarters for the famous and popular Mummers of Not yet ready to buy a house, Bob McGonegal had lined up a realtor to show Edna available rentals. The only sizeable apartments were in the Thompson Block, which had offices on the second floor and a restaurant and store on the street level. Edna did not intend to live in a business location. Other apartments were in large private houses which showed distinct signs of deterioration and neglect. Everything was pretty old and shabby compared to housing back home. Edna was absolutely floored that a realtor would even dare to show such dilapidated places. She went back to the city without renting anything. Big mistake! Before she returned again, Bob, excited about a great find he had made, told her he had rented a huge house that only cost $75 a month. Pleased with their new home, he couldn’t wait for Edna to see it. She finally moved up here in October and was horrified. When she first saw the house, located on >The prosperous days of the health industry had just ended, and the value of real estate had plummeted. Many cure cottages stood empty, some stripped of plumbing, appliances and wiring. There was little money to make repairs on houses, many of which were unoccupied, as the economy had started into a decline.<
Edna remembers friends coming to visit them in their new abode and complaining that their beds were practically blown clear across the room, there being little or no insulation, and the windows fitting quite loosely into the walls. One of the bedrooms was on an enclosed porch projecting out on the side with no foundation under it. When temperatures reached 20 degrees below 0, the floors warmed up only by a few degrees, and were unbearable to walk on in anything less than wool slipper socks or heavy fuzzy slippers. The kitchen was heated by a wood stove, with gas on one side of it for cooking. Edna’s background had hardly prepared her for pioneer life. When the fire went out, either in this stove or the furnace, which was a coal stoker in the basement, she could never quite get the knack for starting it up again. Old electric wiring snaked through the walls leaving Edna in constant fear the place would burn down (appropriately, so it turned out). Gamely, Edna tried to make it more civilized by having carpeting installed, and hiring a local woman to make drapes for the window in the dining room. She spent a lot of money on cosmetic improvements, but they didn’t overcome the basic problem. The building, impossible to keep warm, had too many other faults. A little over a month later, Edna couldn’t wait to go back downstate for Thanksgiving. She had wanted to live in Lake Placid with its upscale stores such as Peck & Peck, but Bob preferred Then winter set in with a vengeance. Temperatures inside the house dropped so low that the bitter cold forced them, on returning from an outing, to just hop in bed with all their clothes on. Eventually, it got so bad it became funny, and she learned to laugh about it. Laughter, as always, can save the day. It helped them endure then and through many future events. That kind of an outlook keep things in perspective, helping to heal from a lot of trauma. But even humor has its limits. On one occasion, when friends from [1] Karen E. Lange, “Kings for a day,” National Geographic Magazine (2001): available from
www.nationalgeographic.com/ngm/0101/feature3/; Internet. Accessed
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